it’s exactly 8:30 and I wish you were here. Naps feel so much better with my head on your chest and with gentle kisses from your lips (which are smaller than most people’s but I love them anyway). I love the way you run your fingers through my hair and pull me closer to you any chance you get. I love the way you look at me. Most of the time you don’t know I can see you because it seems like you’re mesmerized and I don’t know how a girl like me can do that to a boy like you but I love it so much. I love everything you do so fucking much. Now it’s 8:36 and I could go on for hours but I don’t think my body would like that very much because of how tiring that would be. I say how much I love everything you do but I do not know if I love you because love is strong and I do not know how you feel about me and now my hand is shaking because I’ve lost you once and I drank you away but God do your lips feel so much better than those bottles of beer and your hands feels so much better than those of strangers because your touches are sincere and I really hope you like me as much as I like you because you mean so much to me. Fuck you mean so much to me. Please come here. My eyes are droopy already and I am longing to be in your arms. Please come and lie with me and let me snuggle into your chest and don’t leave. I’m begging you please do not leave me.